It really puts it in perspective the way my life has changed when we are all nestled in bed saying good night to one another. Lexi in her room and Kodee, Mike and myself in ours. Kodee was very talkative last night as she always is when she has a session with Ann. She kept asking can we still talk about IT? I always say of course; just waiting for her to drop the bomb but she never does. She just gives pieces of her hell on earth. Last night was more talk about jails and bad guys and why she can't be a cop. I asked her why and she simply said because now I am afraid of the dark and you can't catch bad guys at night time. (heart breaks a little more) It went on and on. So after she fell asleep and Mike and I lay awake just looking at her we hear a bang down stairs. I jump up and look for the dogs. They are nestled in their respective spots on the floor so I turn to Mike. She rises slowly out of bed to head down stairs. I hear nothing but strain to hear more just in case. A plan develops in my head on how do I get the girls out. Kodee and me are simple...out the window but Lexi is another story. How do I get my littlest from her room to safety.... I grab my cell phone and text the only one who can save us if the bad thing happens again. The text is simple..... CALL 911 & my address.....
Living in fear SUCKS!!!!!!
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